my suggestion, you got to admit yourself right now to a rehab hospital. they'll take care of you there make sure health wise you are ok while you detox and most of all you won't drink while you're there. you'll have to do some aa/na there but not for ever. i know two people who both beat their addiction one for herion one for alcohol one needed aa one didn't they are both sobber 10 years and 3 years and are both doing great. they both started by checking into a rehab hospital. so again my suggustion do it right now.
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